evolve

as i get older, more often i get the feeling that i should be in a serious relationship with someone.

why?

is it because most of my friends are and i'm a product of the influence around me?

maybe i have some unresolved issues from my childhood that drive me to look for acceptance in other people, particularly in female counter parts.

whatever it is, it sucks and i don't want it.

i want to learn to love myself before i could spend time with someone else.